Pop lyrics

Hand-cranked Camera

Verse 1:

Now that you made me your ghost
I’m auditioning to haunt you till you become like me

I was an object, not one of inspiration
You made use of me till my eyes closed forever

I was a performer
First human, then sad and lonely
You were there waiting to see my smile widen

Chorus:

A restless ghost, an endless icon
I am disclosure
A moon looking for sunlight, a revelation

They don’t know who the fuck I am (they have no idea)
I am paralysis, epiphany, unforgettable
And even their biggest nightmare

Verse 2:

They tell my souls I was so tired
Don’t they even ask themselves why I felt so bad?

Bored and disillusioned with life, I had to escape my present
They don’t even know my real, true name
They’re so clueless

Preposterous things, they believe they created me
I was a soul loved only by a hand-cranked camera
(Even now)
(Even now)
(Even now)

Chorus:

A restless ghost, an endless icon
I am disclosure
A moon looking for sunlight, a revelation

They don’t know who the fuck I am (they have no idea)
I am paralysis, epiphany, unforgettable
And even their biggest nightmare

Bridge:

I was an object loved only by a hand-cranked camera
By a hand-cranked camera
A hand-cranked camera
Can you believe
Me?

Chorus:

A restless ghost, an endless icon
I am disclosure
A moon looking for sunlight, a revelation

They don’t know who the fuck I am (they have no idea)
I am paralysis, epiphany, unforgettable
And even their biggest nightmare

I don’t hurt,
Anymore,
I No longer feel,
Pain like before,

& All I am,
Is numb,
So afraid,
Of what I’ve become

Pre chorus:
As I grow older,
My spirit gets colder
The light in my soul has dulled

Chorus:
I haven’t worn a smile
for a while,
Even a frown is rare,
My heart isn’t heavy,
It’s just rusty & empty,
& the truth is
I don’t even care.

I don’t cry,
Anymore,
Indifferent,
To the core

Anger and rage,
Doesn’t burn from within,
The fire is tamed,
Before it even begins

Prechorus:
My body is older,
My souls grown colder
I Burn my hand & fold

Choruse:
I haven’t worn a smile
for a while,
Even a frown is rare,

My heart isn’t heavy,
It’s just rusty & empty,
& the truth is
I don’t even care.

Bridge:
Each tale of heartbreak,
The betrayal of trust
Each moment of heart ache,
Of deceit & lust,

Every bridge that burnt,
& promises broken
Every lesson I’ve learnt
& lies that were spoken

The past has carved,
My soul of stone,
Forged to be numb,
Detached & alone

Outro:
Ecstasy, Joy, sorrow & pain,
Love, Compassion, hate & disdain,

Jealousy, doubt, hope & desire,
A friend, an enemy, the honest, the liar

All human emotion,
through sunshine & rain,
I’ll never feel anything,
Ever again

Not now, not ever,
Never again

[Verse 1]

I found what I was looking for
I open my eyes
And everything´s perfect
Green and blue go together after all

[Pre-Chorus]

I still don´t count my steps
It's okay not be okay
I let go of what I tied
Like an anchor

[Chorus]

I'm not longer that boat at sea
I'm not longer that boat at sea
I want to and I can
Go swimming

[Verse 2]

The light doesn't blind me
And now I live in it
I'm going with flow
I want it to last

[Pre-Chorus]

Forever and forever
Forever and forever
I let go of what I tied
Like an anchor

[Chorus]

I'm not longer that boat at sea
I'm not longer that boat at sea
I want to and I can
Go swimming

[Bridge]

I close my eyes
the water is cold,
but it embraces me.
Yeah, right here inside.

[Final Chorus]

I'm not longer that boat at sea
I'm not longer that boat at sea
I want to and I can
Go swimming

Forever and forever
Forever and forever

Verse 1:
I’ve never seen a soul on fire.
Watch it burn, flames climbing higher.
Should I be scared? I'm just a moth,
Drawn to you following your swath.

Verse 2:
I've never seen eyes of a storm.
They're piercing me, here I am torn.
No, I'm not scared, just a bit worn,
Seeing you, hearing you forlorn.

Chorus:
Let me be the rope pulling you to safety.
Can I be reason when you need sanity?
Do you need someone who is a bit like me?
Let me be the air you need, you need to breathe.

Verse 3:
I've never seen a heart attacked.
Marked with bruises both blue and black.
But you're not scared, you keep fighting
For survival, life igniting.

Chorus:
Let me be the rope pulling you to safety.
Can I be reason when you need sanity?
Do you need someone who is a bit like me?
Let me be the air you need, you need to breathe.

Verse 4 / Bridge:
I've never seen a broken world,
Not before peering in your soul.
Now I can't, I can't look away.
I want to fly, go save your day.

Chorus:
Let me be the rope pulling you to safety.
Can I be reason when you need sanity?
Do you need someone who is a bit like me?
Let me be the air you need, you need to breathe.

Chorus:
Let me be the rope pulling you to safety.
Can I be reason when you need sanity?
Do you need someone who is a bit like me?
Let me be the air you need, you need to breathe

You never asked for the spotlight
Never needed the applause
While the whole sky spun in circles
You stayed right where you was
Everybody chases brighter
Everybody wants the flame

But when I lost my way home
I never once looked for the brightest —

I look for you
My north star
Never the loudest light
But always where you are
When the whole sky's turning
And I don't know where I am
I find you
I find you
My north star

Forty-seven stars outshine you
That's what the charts all say
But not one of them could tell me
How to find my way
They burn out, they wander
They're gone by the dawn

But every single time I look up
You were the one still on
I look for you
My north star
Never the loudest light
But always where you are
When the whole sky's turning
And I don't know where I am
I find you
I find you
My north star

Constant isn't boring
Constant is rare
Anyone can blaze for a minute
Not everyone stays there
Steady is the hardest thing to be
And you made it look easy
I look for you
My north star
Never the loudest light
But always where you are
When the whole sky's turning
And I don't know where I am
I find you
I find you
My north star

[Verse 1]
Please don't send me away tonight,
I'm still holding on with all my might,
I thought I was where I belonged,
I thought your love would keep me strong,
I've tried so hard to make you proud,
Giving all the love I vowed,
If somehow I've let you down,
Tell me now, I’ll turn around,
[Chorus]
Please don't take this away from me,
It’s the only future I could see,
Was it all for nothing?
Was it all for nothing?
All the times we pledged our love,
All the plans and all the dreams,
Was it all for nothing?
All for nothing?
[Verse 2]
Remember when you held my hand,
And vowed you'd always understand.
You promised I would have a home,
That I'd never have to be alone,
Now you're telling me goodbye,
And I can't see the reason why,
Did your love just disappear,
The love cherished through all these years,
[Chorus]
Please don't take this away from me,
Its the only future I could see,
Was it all for nothing?
Was it all for nothing?
All the fun and all the tears,
All the hopes through all the years,
Was it all for nothing?
Was it all for nothing?
[Bridge]
Now you can save this broken heart,
I don't want to be apart,
I not searching for a perfect life,
I just want you by my side,
Please give me one more chance to stay,
Don't let my dreams get washed away,
Please don't send me away,
You can have the final say,
I don't want to change the game,
I don't want to start again,
You are the one I've always known,
You're the one I called my own,
So before you make me go,
There's something I need you to know,
[Chorus]
Please don't take this away from me,
It’s the heart of all that I could be,
Was it all for nothing?
Was it all for nothing?
I am sure our love was real,
Tell me there's a chance to heal,
Was it all for nothing?
Was it all for nothing?
[Outro]
Please don't take this away from me,
I'm begging you, please let me stay,
Was it all for nothing?
Was it all for nothing?
Can we find a way?

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I stopped to smell the flowers, but they were scentless
I stopped, and started up after it all ended
“It” being the time of life where I was so lost
He said “Rose by any other ” but I forgot

Who I, who I, who I was
With none of my actions
Really having a because
Looking out the window as
Others’ lived, wishing I could
Forgive who I, who I was

I stopped my past tense ‘cause ha, who am I kidding?
The flowers are just there, I don’t feel a thing
“A thing” being anything close to elated
“We all have highs and lows” I’m medicated

Who was, who was, who was I?
Running around reacting
Volatile and so alive
Outside the window, yeah
Why does it only take a
Moment to reconsider?

She says I
Cut off my nose to spite my face
I take care
To take my care away
She says I
Cut off my nose to spite my face
I take care
To feel all the pain, babe

Who am, who am, who am I?
No one that I recognise
In ashes, the phoenix died
But I smell the flowers and
I guess that they smell alright

I know I could never go back
‘Cause necrotic doesn’t grow back
But the flowers were always there
You know, if I had to die, babe
Something still survived in the air
Who am, who am, who am I?
She says that I–
He says that I–
I tune it out ‘cause I’m alive
I grow a rose out of despair

[Verse 1 – Male Vocals]
dosud nevím co se stalo každý zustal v byte sám.
nic nám vlastne nechybelo vždy? bylo tak dob?e nám.
po?ád tomu nechápu a kladu si otázky
dni bez tebe jsou tak ??erné když nemaluješ obrázky.

vzpomínám si naše první rande bylo to jako krásný sen,
dnes je všechno jinak nerozeznám kdy je noc a kdy den.
Tvoje v?ci po?ád leží tam, kde bývaly,
a naše spole?né chvíle v hlave zustaly

[Verse 2 – Female Vocals]
byl jsi pro m? dokonalý, nem?ls žádné chyby
podívám se na mobil, zpráva: jak ti stále chybím.
?tu tu zprávu znovu potichu a nevím, co mám ?íct,
když mi chybí tvoje ruce a já nechci sama být.


[Chorus – Male & Female Vocals Together]
prší v nás, zas a zas
prší v nás, zas a zas

[Verse 3 – Male Vocals]
dej mi ješte šanci
splním ti všechno, co si budeš p?át.
slibuju, že nebudu si s tvými city hrát.
najdeme si k sob? cestu,
s tebou jsem byl nekým,
chci mít v sob? pocit štestí jako to bylo p?edtím.

[Bridge – Female Vocals]
jsi pro m? víc, než dokážu ?ict.

[Chorus – Male & Female Vocals Together]
prší v nás, zas a zas
prší v nás, zas a zas
Prší v nás, zas a zas,
možná ješt? máme šanci vrátit ?as.

[verse]
Nechci mazat naše fotky,
nechci zapomenout na nás dva.
I když mezi námi stojí tolik slov,
po?ád t? mé srdce zná.

[female vocals]
Možná sta?í jeden krok,
možná sta?í jenom ?íct,
že bez sebe jsme ztratili
mnohem víc, než jsme cht?li mít.

prší
prší v náás
prší v nás
a já po?ád v??im v nás

Change

Verse 1:

I’ve changed place many times so far
Just to breathe in the flowers and the fresh air
No, it’s not their fault, but mine
I just packed my things and flew overnight

Pre-chorus:

Now I can be wild
Now I can be free
Now I can see the light
And hear how the sea talks to me

Chorus:

I have no name, I want no epitaph on my grave
I want to be as free as the ocean
I have no clue, no friends
And one thing
I want to live for changing
I live to change
I live to change
I live to change
I live to change
I live to change
I want to change

Verse 2:

Somebody says we evolve
We don’t die, we simply mutate
This is my philosophy of life
I want freedom
This thought is the only remedy to this fear

Pre-chorus:

My mind talks so good
Physically I live in a loop
Nobody can lift my mood
‘Cause I am always misunderstood

Chorus:

I have no name, I want no epitaph on my grave
I want to be as free as the ocean
I have no clue, no friends
And one thing
I want to live for changing
I live to change
I live to change
I live to change
I live to change
I live to change
I want to change

Bridge:

Nowhere have I found the truth within myself
I’ve been travelling, navigating and flying to find no pelf
I hate my body, my face and every inch of me
I want to change
I want to change
I live for changing

Chorus:

I have no name, I want no epitaph on my grave
I want to be as free as the ocean
I have no clue, no friends
And one thing
I want to live for changing
I live to change
I live to change
I live to change
I want to change
I live for changing

"Tease Me"

(Chorus)

Te-te-te tease me
sq-squeeze me

Uh if you wanna please me

Te-text me
Fe-flex me

Uh if you wanna (X3)
I know you wanna sex me

(Bridge)

Give it to me daddy
You’re such a fucking hottie
Goddamn I love your body

Uh Don’t you wanna party?
Uh Don’t you wanna party?

Goddamn I love your body

(Verse 1)

He's teasing, I'm pleasing
He sexing and I'm squeezing

He flexing, I'm sexting the morning after sexin

I'm creamin, he's gleamin his eyes be lookin demon
Boy calm down, like back up, like don't be shooting semen

(Oh baby) like don't be shooting semen

(Chorus)

Te-te-te tease me
sq-squeeze me

Uh if you wanna please me

Te-text me
Fe-flex me

Uh if you wanna (X3)
I know you wanna sex me

(Verse 2)

Babe calm down, bae don't bust, like don't be shooting semen

(Yes baby)

Ay papi keep pumping, let's get this pussy jumpin
he gruntin, he tryin but damn his moans be lying
he pumpin, I'm slumpin, goddamn my pussy dying

(Oh fuckkkk baby) (oh daddyyyy)(Both Moan)

(Chorus)

Now tease me and sq-squeeze me
Uh if you wanna please me

Te-Text me
Fe-Flex me
I know you wanna,
Um if you wanna,
Fuck yeah you wanna sex me

(Bridge)


Give it to me daddy
You’re such a fucking hottie
Goddamn I love your body

Uh Don’t you wanna party?
Uh Don’t you wanna party?

Goddamn I love your body


(echoes) Tease me

(echoes) Please me

(echoes) Tease me

(echoes) Please me

You entrusted me with Pandora's Box
You said: "Don't open it" I said: "Of course not"
But our trust circle is getting too large
How long until someone's decided to barge out
And tell the whole town your dirty little secret?

I watched you hide for years
With hopes of a new life, escape your fears
You had hoped there was light outside the window
You couldn't see it but you had hope
The dreaming, yearning, longing for that feeling
Of being free

Your parents told you "You'll fly so high!"
But you're a bird in a cage
Doubled down, broke your wings and left you with a stain
A cattle mark stating: "I'll stay normal"
Branded out of love but left disheveled

But all they wanted from you was:
The straight-pinned, small-town-grown, idolized image of you
Centuries bore down on your pure soul and all you wanted to do
Was to hold his hand
Without reprimand

But the preacher's pouring liquid gold down your throat, screaming:
"God will take you to hell himself if you don't change now."
You're starting to wonder: "Then why am I still here?"

I
Sa gitna ng tahimik at malamig na gabi,
Nangningning ang bituin sa kalangitan.
Bumaba ang pag-ibig ng Diyos na Ama,
Ipinadala ang Kanyang Kaisa-isang Anak sa lupa.
Sa isang simpleng sabsaban, Hesus ay isinilang,
Ang liwanag ng mundo, sa atin ay ibinigay.

[Pre-Chorus]
Punuin ng galak ang bawat tahanan,
Isigaw ang papuri sa Kanyang kagalakan!
Sapagkat sa gabing ito ng Pasko,
Niyakap ng langit ang buong mundo.

[Chorus]
Magalak ang lahat, umawit sa Ama!
Tanggapin si Hesus na Tagapagligtas na!
Ang pusong nagpupuri’y napupuno ng saya,
Dahil sa pag-ibig Niya na walang kapantay
Handog Niya ang pinakadakilang regalo sa lahat—
Ang ating kaligtasan at buhay na walang wakas!

II
Hindi ginto o pilak ang tunay na hiyas,
Kundi ang Kanyang Anak na nagbigay ng wagas na bukas.
Sa Kanyang pagdating, pag-asa'y sumikat,
Ang dilim ng sala'y tuluyan nang kumupas.
Halina’t lumapit, lumuhod at sumamba,
Sa Sanggol na Hari ng buong likha.

[Pre-Chorus]
Punuin ng galak ang bawat tahanan,
Isigaw ang papuri sa Kanyang kagalakan!
Sapagkat sa gabing ito ng Pasko,
Niyakap ng langit ang buong mundo.

[Chorus]
Magalak ang lahat, umawit sa Ama!
Tanggapin si Hesus na Tagapagligtas na!
Ang pusong nagpupuri’y napupuno ng saya,
Dahil sa pag-ibig Niya na walang kapantay
Handog Niya ang pinakadakilang regalo sa lahat—
Ang ating kaligtasan at buhay na walang wakas!

[Bridge]
O Banal na Gabi, gabing puno ng biyaya,
Salamat, O Diyos, sa Pag-ibig Mong dakila.
Sa pagtanggap kay Hesus, buhay nami'y nagbago,
Ikaw ang tunay na dahilan ng Paskong ito!

[Chorus]
Magalak ang lahat, umawit sa Ama!
Tanggapin si Hesus na Tagapagligtas na!
Ang pusong nagpupuri’y napupuno ng saya,
Dahil sa pag-ibig Niya na walang kapantay
Handog Niya ang pinakadakilang regalo sa lahat—
Ang ating kaligtasan at buhay na walang wakas!

ISNI No. 0000 0005 3097 2959
IPOPHIL Cert No. : 2026-08275-A

Writer's note: I chose this song because I wrote this song word-for-word in under 30 minutes in a parking lot. I wanted to write an '80s-style Arena Rock song, but it can be done as a Pop Rock or Power Pop song.

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[Verse 1]
Electric nights, hearts collide
In each other, sparks ignite
Your smile's a flame, heats up my mind
Chasing a high, desire's no crime

[Chorus]
Hearts set afire, what a desire
The flames keep getting higher
Holding so tight, we kiss the night
Flirting with the morning light
Making love fun (Making love fun)
Making love 'til we're done

[Verse 2]
Unstoppable, sentimental
Swept away, it's elemental
Chasing a dream, it goes by fast
It's okay, our fire's gonna last

[Chorus]
Hearts set afire, what a desire
The flames keep getting higher
Holding so tight, we kiss the night
Flirting with the morning light
Making love fun (Making love fun)
Making love 'til we're done

[Bridge]
The world outside is so cold
We got each other to hold
The world, you know, is so dark
We're one when we're heart to heart
Making love fun, fun, fun (Fun, fun, fun)
Making love like we'll never be done

[Chorus]
Hearts set afire, what a desire
The flames keep getting higher
Holding so tight, we kiss the night
Flirting with the morning light
Making love—

[Chorus]
Hearts set afire, what a desire
The flames keep getting higher
Holding so tight, we kiss the night
Flirting with the morning light
Making love fun (Making love fun)
Making love 'til we're done

[Outro]
Making love fun (Making love fun)
Making love fun...

Yeah
Let's go, let's go
You know what time it is

[Verse 1]
Sweat on my skin
Fire in my chest
Body says quit, but my mind says yes
Every step forward
I'm building something real
This is my moment
This is how it feels

[Pre-Chorus]
Keep pushing, keep pushing
Don't you dare slow down
Keep pushing, keep pushing
Gonna own this now

[Chorus]

You got this, got this
Eyes on the finish line
You got this, got this
Your body, your mind, your time

Keep moving, moving
Never gonna quit today
You got this, got this
Nothing standing in your way


[Verse 2

Breath getting heavy
Heart beating loud
Strength from within
Determination now
Every single rep
Takes me somewhere new
I believe in this
I believe in you

[Pre-Chorus]

Keep pushing, keep pushing
Don't you dare slow down
Keep pushing, keep pushing
Gonna own this now

[Chorus]

You got this, got this
Eyes on the finish line
You got this, got this
Your body, your mind, your time
Keep moving, keep moving
Never gonna quit today
You got this, got this
Nothing standing in your way

[Bridge]

Stronger than yesterday
Further than before
This is what you came for
This is what you came for
Feel it taking over
Watch yourself transform
This is what you came for
This is what you came for

[Chorus]

You got this, got this
Eyes on the finish line
You got this, got this
Your body, your mind, your time
Keep moving, keep moving
Never gonna quit today
You got this, you got this
Nothing standing in your way


keep movin’ movin’
Got this
keep movin’ movin’
You Got This

Yeah, nothing standing in your way

Spoken Intro

You’re so genius!?HAHAHAHA!?
You’re so genius!?HAHAHAHA!?
AHHHHH!

Verse 1

I was with my friend,
and she shined like a star.
I don’t fucking know how quietly
a heart can turn cold.?Ahhh....)
I just started to find the words
like building blocks.
I might need a detective
to find out what this is.
(Oh, yeahhh)

Refrain

Eye contact shows what’s beneath.
I scream,
but nobody sees.
Everything moves on,
but do you hear?
?YOU’RE SO GENIUS. AHHHH!?

Verse 2

I saw my friend
who suddenly laughed.
Like someone gave water to a flower.
But another heart stayed somewhere far away.
How could anybody know what this is?
(“YOU’RE SO GENIUS!”)

Refrain
Eye contact shows what’s beneath.
I scream,
but nobody sees.
Everything moves on,
but do you hear?
?YOU’RE SO GENIUS. AHHHH!?

Chorus
You’re so genius to sleep
I saw the wind outside.
You’re so genius to sleep
I read my friend saying, “I’m fine.”
You’re so genius,
You’re so genius,,,
(I’m sorry,,,, ahhhh,,,)

Verse 3
HAHAHA,
“YOU’RE SO GENIUS!!!!”
(Sob,,,,)
AHHHHHHHHH!

Bridge
I wanna see,,,,
What’s beneath,,,,
I would call my friend into my room,,,,
She said there was something
she could never explain.
It was there,,,, it was there,,,,
(Ahhh,,,,)



Refrain

Eye contact shows what’s beneath.
I scream,
but nobody sees.
Everything moves on,
but do you hear?
?YOU’RE SO GENIUS. AHHHH!?

Chorus
YOU’RE SO GENIUS. AHHHH!
YOU’RE SO GENIUS. AHHHH!
YOU’RE SO GENIUS. AHHHH!
(Where did her flower go?)
YOU’RE SO GENIUS. AHHHH!
YOU’RE SO GENIUS. AHHHH!
YOU’RE SO GENIUS. AHHHH!
Where’s the friend I used to know?
SO GENIUS,,,,
SO GENIUS,,,,
(I’m sorry that I couldn’t be of any help)

Verse 1

My first time being preg-a-nant…

Whoa-oh…

I did not know what to expect…

Oh Lord…

First trimester… so tired…

The nausea and vomiting started…

Wah-uh-oh!

Must take meds just to eat…

Uh oh!

Now my cravings have changed…

Oh no!

What can I eat now?!

Wah-uh-oh!

?

Chorus

It’s my first time being preg-a-nant…

Whoa-oh…

Growing a little miracle every day…

Whoa-oh…

Can somebody tap in for me?!

Wah-uh-oh!

Why do us women go through so much?!

Oh no…

Bathroom… again?!

Uh oh!

You better be nice to me…
We went through so much for you.

Whoa-oh…

?

Verse 2

I wasn’t showing much at all…

Until late second trimester…

Then everybody looked at me…

“What happened?!”

Whoa-oh…

Then I felt my baby kick…

Whoa-oh!

Hey… what you doing in there?!

Wah-uh-oh!

Every little wiggle…

Every little flip…

Growing stronger…

Day by day…

?

Bridge

Then third trimester comes…

Uh oh…

Suddenly I feel so huge…

Wah-uh-oh!

None of my jeans will zip!

Oh man!

Where’s my belly band?!

Oh no!

Bathroom… again?!

Every single hour…

Honey… help me roll out of bed!

Uh oh!

Swollen legs…

Swollen feet…

Can I even see my toes?!

…Somewhat!

Wah-uh-oh!

?

Final Chorus

It’s my first time being preg-a-nant…

Whoa-oh…

Growing a little miracle every day…

Whoa-oh…

Can somebody tap in for me?!

Wah-uh-oh!

Why do us women go through so much?!

Oh no…

Bathroom… again?!

Uh oh!

You better be nice to me…
We went through so much for you.

Whoa-oh…

Can’t wait…

To finally meet you…

My little miracle…

Whoa-oh…

Steep flings
Sterr clear
Keep clean
Eat fish

Do more it o'
SUZ PAINZ KUNtz paht, CADDI
Steenk
Vai yaaa a thaandi


/Steady friends
Well you know how
And well I'm good I'llm gullup

Deep friends we fuck
when I'm down w fu shi
More offer money fuk you leezier
Uim scuti
yo trappp
(The rich bitch got diamonds until under her panty)


Like how I seen that shit
Big hun on a Rolex
Shyyt she richr
Big ass , Richard Millie
Can't hold out a gun the stock
And my Richard good got
Durk I gave it back
Follout a killteck
/Steer king
Hit Kaydee I'm AK GMVS
Alwuul waaa

Put up with it
You ain't ever driven a rarri steer w it

LOST

Written by: Min Mina iL
Concept: Emotional Ballad
Originally written in English

VERSE 1

I'm lost in time, but time is frozen,
We made a promise that left us broken.

It's like a nightmare we can't change,
Even if I want to, we can't wake up from it.
Oh, woah, don't go,
I'm still drowning in the past.

It's like I knew something,
And it's still lingering through my mind.
How could I ever find
Someone like you?

Oh, oh...

Pre-Chorus

And you know, and I know,
This might be the last moment.
I felt the warmth
Of your arms.

So now I know
It's time to go...

Oh, yeah.

Chorus

After a day, after a month, after a year,
You'll always find me where you disappeared.
After the noon, after the dawn, after the night,
I'm still seeing your face every time I close my eyes.

I keep living in the moment where I lost you,
Because every road I take still leads me back to you.

Bridge

I don't miss the days we had,
I miss the days we'll never get to see together, ever.

I keep telling myself
You're somewhere under the same sky,
But a part of me knows
I'm still holding on to a goodbye.

Final Chorus

After that hour, after that day, after that night,
I'm still in regrets of not stopping you.

I wish I had held you close enough
To never let you go.

I know that you felt the same as me,
And I hope I'll meet you somewhere else again.

I know the streets every crack,
Ever bar & broken sign,
I know the faces looking back,
But none of them know mine,

I’ve learnt to leave before I’m left,
To laugh before they see me hurt,
Keep every good thing at arms length,
Like somehow I’m making it work,

Pre chorus:
You could tell me I’m worth saving,
I’d find a reason to disagree,
Cause it’s easier to call it nothing,
Than to risk it meaning something to me

Chorus:
Maybe I could let somebody in,
And stay instead of run,
Maybe there’s a life beyond this town,
That shines in a hopeful sun,
The closerrr you get,
The more I push you away,
Bostons mine & here I’ll stay…

How’d you like them apples?
A witty quip to mask the pain,
I could spend my whole life proving’
I’m the smartest in the room again

Yeah ‘my boys hella smart’
A chalkboard equation, the spoken word
Can recite a sonnet, explain life’s art,
But still I don’t know what I deserve

Pre chorus;
You could tell me it’s not my fault,
I’d find a way to disagree,
I could tear your fucking world apart,
Deflecting my insecurities

Chorus;

Maybe I could let you in,
And stay instead of run,
Maybe there’s a life beyond this town,
That shines in a hopeful sun,
The closerrrr you get,
The more I push you away,
Bostons mine & here I’ll stay

You sat me down upon a bench,
Gazed upon a tranquil pond,
‘Visiting hours don’t apply’
When you have that special bond,

With every word you opened my eyes,
Broke down my barriers
& gave me belief,
My choices are mine,
My own free will,
‘Your move chief’

Chorus;

Maybe now I’ll let you in,
& Together we can run
And find a life beyond this town,
That shines in a hopeful sun,
& now chuckie can smile,
It’s the best part of his day,
No goodbye or see you later,
I’m chasing better days,

Outro:
Boston was my home,
My selfish fucked up little world,
Today I’m choosing me,
‘I’m going to see about a girl

100-WATT SILENCE

Come over here, baby,
We can share my car.
The way your eyes keep changing color
Reminds me of a blinking star.
The 100-watt silence is burning bright.
We can have it all as we move through the night.
Come over here, baby,
We can share a star.


Slide on up to me, baby,
Take a sip from my cup.
I know your life is crowded with regret
But tonight’s no time for that stuff.
The 100-watt silence is calling your name.
Get next to me and let’s bite the flame.
Slide on up to me, baby,
Take a sip from my cup.


I can split the atom,
I can sweet talk Eve,
Make the little girls dance and the boys believe.
I can take you anywhere,
Have you back by dawn.
When I’m through, you won’t know you were gone.


Stretch out your legs, honey,
Try to keep pace with the moon.
There's a million songs out there tonight.
Let me hear your own tune.
In the 100-watt silence and the razor-strap wind,
You start singing; I’ll know when to jump in.
Stretch out your legs, honey,
Try to keep pace with the moon.

A
Summer is coming to an end
And so are we
I'll pack my things and you'll pack yours
I have to go, yeah,
Off to
New worlds
Goodbye my friends, goodbye my love
My everything
Time’s rushing like a curse thrown from above
And the cold rain is here
October's gone way too fast
And falling leaves
As many as the tears I cried
Just pile up

CHORUS

Hey, it's November rain, here come freezing days, and you're far away
Hey, the promise we made, I swear it won't fade, I'll be back again
Hey, this November rain brings nothing but pain, oh please don’t go insane
Hey, hold tight and have faith, summer will break this chain

B
Winter is stabbing my weak heart
How is yours doing?
The fallen leaves have turned to dust
And sunshine, oh
Long time
No see
Every raindrop, another blade
An icy blow
Time’s mercilessly stabbing me again
Wonder if I’ll make it
The cruel sky tears will not stop
They drench my soul
I have no tears left to cry
But I hold on

CHORUS
Hey, it's November rain, here come freezing days, and you're far away
Hey, the promise we made, I swear it won't fade, I'll be back again
Hey, this November rain brings nothing but pain, oh please don’t go insane
Hey, hold tight and have faith, summer will break this chain


BRIDGE
The sun will rise and shine again up in the sky
Fulfill your dreams and hopes 'cause I will fight for mine
That's who we are

CHORUS 3
Hey, it's November rain, winter is near, but the snow will disappear
Hey, November rain, you brought cold and despair, but more summers await
Hey, winter is long, but I know we are strong, our summer will come
Hey, this November craze, before we realize it will be already gone.

LONELY DAYS OF SORROW

Lonely days of sorrow linger in my mind,
The days since I left are so hard to find.
Memories of happier times often creep in,
As I search for a way to cope with this pain within.
A flood of tears I’ve shed each lonely night,
Missing you and all our times so bright.
My broken heart and my sorrowed soul,
Both ripped apart, no one to make me whole.
And I walk these streets where we used to be,
Every shadow looks like you to me.
The silence echoes loud and clear,
Every moment without you here.
Lonely days, endless nights go by,
Still hoping you’ll appear before my eyes.
But reality cuts deep and cruel,
I’m left here missing you, still missing you.
I pass the places that we used to know,
The café corner where we’d watch the sunset glow.
I trace the footsteps that we walked as one,
Now I’m walking alone beneath the same old sun.
Friends say the hurting will fade away,
That time will heal and I’ll be okay.
But they don’t know what it’s like to lose your world,
To stand where we stood and know you’re gone for good.
And I walk these streets where we used to be,
Every shadow looks like you to me.
The silence echoes loud and clear,
Every moment without you here.
Lonely days, endless nights go by,
Still hoping you’ll appear before my eyes.
But reality cuts deep and cruel,
I’m left here missing you, still missing you.
Time moves on, the seasons turn and change,
But my heart remains where we arranged.
To meet again, to never say goodbye,
I’m still waiting with a tearful eye.
Maybe someday I’ll find my peace,
Maybe someday the aching will cease.
But not today, not yet, it seems,
You’re still the heartbeat in all my dreams.
Time passes, but deep inside I still feel that same pain,
As I face the struggle of life without you here to sustain.
My lonely moments seem to drag on forever,
And each day my sorrows add up to less than never.
I hope over time, while I’m still here,
I’ll learn how to cope and the pain will disappear.
But right now, I just can’t let go,
Because I still miss you so.
Still miss you so
Lonely days of sorrow.
©?Kevin Slater 2023

Well you can say what you want,
But nothings gonna bring me down,
Do you dream of the stars,
As you fall to the ground.

Does the night stand still,
Cause you forgot your pill,
Does it now….

Does it really mean a thing,
With all that in between,
Does it now…

Did you ever let it lie???

Excuse me for sayin’,
That I care,
There’s no words you want to hear,
What’s the point,
When you’re not here,
When I’ve triiiiiied,

So leave me as I am,
A bitter, twisted man,
& let it lie.

So you can say what you want,
But you’re never gonna break me down,
Do you dream of the stars,
As they fall through the clouds?

When you try, try, try,
But there’s no hope for you nowww,
There’s nothing left for you,
Just half the man I though that you liiiked,

Does it really mean a thing,
With all the in between,
Does it now?…,


Did you ever let it lie?

Excuse me for saying,
That I care,
Words that fade into thin air,
What’s the point,
When you’re not here,
When I’m tiiiiired,


So leave me as I am,
A bitter twisted man,
& let it lie

I wont let a song bring me down,
It was ours but it’s mine now,

So leave me as I am,
A bitter twisted man,
& let it lie.

(Intro)

The irony is cruel.

I can make anyone believe anything, except myself.

I can't even deceive myself into thinking I'm not trapped.

That I'm not a monster.



But the truth is, we're cursed.

Bound to this idol life,

Feeding on human adoration to survive.

It's a prison with spotlights.



(Pre-Chorus)

As the leader, I carry the heaviest burden.

Every smile I fake, every performance... it drains me.

But I have to stay strong for them.



(Chorus)

Everyone says I'm the 'angel' of the group

'Cause I'm always smiling.

But... there are things about me

You should probably know.



The hardest part is pretending

To be happy on stage

When inside I'm screaming.

Every performance chips away

At what's left of my soul.



(Verse 1)

Most people just consume the music

Without hearing the screams

Hidden in the metaphors.

But the curse twisted it.

Now every lie I tell, every deception I craft,



Feeds the very chains that bind me.

Each song we perform feeds the curse.

The more popular we become,

The stronger our chains.

I'm literally writing our own imprisonment

Verse by verse.



(Pre-Chorus)

My power lets me create illusions,

Make people believe anything.



(Chorus)

Everyone says I'm the 'angel' of the group

'Cause I'm always smiling.

But... there are things about me

You should probably know.



The hardest part is pretending

To be happy on stage

When inside I'm screaming.

Every performance chips away

At what's left of my soul.



(Verse 2)

But lately, something’s shifting in the silence —

The crowd’s cheers don’t sound the same.

Behind the blinding lights, I see their faces blur,

Like reflections in a cracked mirror.



Maybe the curse isn’t just ours.

Maybe they’re trapped too —

Chasing perfection, worshipping illusions,

Never seeing the blood beneath the glitter.



I start to wonder —

If I stop pretending, if I let them see the truth,

Would the chains break... or tighten?

Would they still call me “angel,”

If they saw the demon beneath the wings?



(Bridge)

The stage lights dim — and I can finally breathe.

No more masks, no more mercy.

If I rip these smiles apart,

Will I find what’s left of me?



The screams echo like prayers denied,

Faith and fame — both crucified.

If this is what it means to shine,

Then maybe I was never divine.



(Final Chorus)

Everyone calls me the “angel” of the group,

But angels burn, too.

This halo’s just a noose of gold,

Tightening with every truth I told.



The hardest part was pretending,

That I still believed.

Now I see the truth reflected,

In every tear I’ve deceived.



(Outro)

So when the curtains close tonight,

Don’t clap — just listen.

To the silence between the beats,

Where the devil learned to pray.

(Verse 1)
Think I better stop thinking
Of how 'bouts and what ifs
Silly dreams and fairytales
And things that don't exist
Cause I spent so much time
Just imagining my life
So I still act like 17
When I'm really 25

(Pre-Chorus)
I write beautiful songs
Give some really good advice
I praise rights and call out wrongs
God, I must seem pretty nice..

(Chorus)
Wish I'd practice what I preach, wish that I led with my head
If only I'd listen to my own damn fucking self
All of my old trophies as reminders on a shelf
Whats it like going to sleep and not dream to wake up dead?
If only I'd listen to my goddamn fucking self..

(Verse 2)
Think it's time I started burning every page
Learning what it's like to remember my real age
I used to sit down when they all got up to dance
Now I follw the beat any time I get the chance
Won't be chasing boys who don't even text back
Thinking that they're real good men
Still look at their zodiac
Look! a Taurus, again!

(Chorus)
If only I'd listen to my goddamn fucking self
If I'd practice what I preach, had my heart led by my head
All of my old trophies as reminders on a shelf
What its like going to sleep and not dream to wake up dead?
If only I'd listen to my own damn fucking self

“You, I Hate”
Words by Kerry Mark Blackman

You, I hate
You don't even rate
You'll never be my mate

I knew it when I slept
Knew it when I’d wake
Even knew it when I ate

You really take the cake
You’re so opaque
Such a fake
How could I have made
Such a stupid mistake

When I met you
You reeled me in
Like a fish in a lake
And I took the bate

Was more than I could take
Ended up bein’
As bad as an earthquake
For Pete’s sake

© 2026 Kerry Mark Blackman. All Rights Reserved.