Twilight .

I've been nursing the cracks Feeling my way through the dark Feeling my way through the pain I don't want this heart to heal again I've been hiding for so long Getting used to the pain I have always thought I was meant to fade away As I hold that thought I thought I could fade into the pain But fate had a different script for me And somehow I'm being pushed out of the rain I thought I could live with the pain But healing seems to be knocking again The dark is the place I've always felt safe But now I'm being pushed out to face the pain The peace, the calm, fading away Slowly slipping out of my grasp And all I can do Is watch as light fills the cracks Why can't I just stay safe? Why do I have to leave the rain? I'm already used to the pain Why do i have to face it again? Do I have to face the pain? Do I have to smile again? I so much want to stay in the dark Why is the light forcing me out? Should I just give up now? Should I just come out to face the pain? I don't mind hiding away Why do I have to leave the rain? I've been nursing the cracks Feeling my way through the dark Feeling my way through the pain Should I let this heart heal again? By Twilight