Laney Lindesmith

Just for a moment It's back to the broken Heartfelt letters you didn't read I didn't know it But I'm still hoping For something you'd never mean We were just friends Always platonic The flirting was fun But it was only antics Not romantic But I romanced it So dear my love my one My lover that wasn't I fell in love messed up Chose the wrong one to keep my focus Your eyes were quicksand And I was sinking In a chemical unbalance Your jokes were stupid But I was ruined The moment you opened your mouth Cause you weren't a friend but the enemy Cue the heartbreak infinity Love your lover You never loved But loved you forever Just for a second I'm lost in a mansion Full of handwritten notes A word of encouragement A word of confession Words I never spoke Cause there was the other girl You had your eyes on Our feelings weren't enough When she was gone No emotion But I was still hoping So dear my love my one My lover that wasn't I fell in love messed up Chose the wrong one to keep my focus Your eyes were quicksand And I was sinking In a chemical unbalance Your jokes were stupid But I was ruined The moment you opened your mouth Cause you weren't a friend but the enemy Cue the heartbreak infinity Love your lover You never loved But loved you forever I know damn well You're a dickhead I knew damn well The moment we met But I still fell For your cheap shit And I still fell Fuck my innocence Believed you would be More than my intuition told me I couldn't believe That anyone could be that shitty So I wrote you some songs And I wrote you some letters I wrote you these notes To make me feel better But they'll never be read By your eyes So I hope this is my final Word of goodbye So dear my love my one My lover that wasn't I fell in love messed up Chose the wrong one to keep my focus Your eyes were quicksand And I was sinking In a chemical unbalance Your jokes were stupid But I was ruined The moment you opened your mouth Cause you weren't a friend but the enemy Cue the heartbreak infinity Love your lover You never loved But loved you forever (DM me on Instagram to reach out)