Janos Sotonyi

Since I was a kid, a lot of musical ideas have come together (about 600-700) but my dad didn’t let me play music, he beat me several times and also broke my instrument. I just secretly played and composed because I was afraid of my father. I had a very sad and painful childhood for me.
I recorded a lot of my musical ideas for a cassette tape recorder 30 to 40 years ago. The cassettes were somewhere deep in the closet over the years and I forgot about them. I accidentally found the cassettes and decided to make ready-made songs out of my musical ideas. I made only a small part of the ideas, but I stopped at a hundred.
When I was done with the hundred songs I had a cerebral vascular infarction and half of my face was paralyzed. I couldn’t speak and I swallowed hard.
Luckily, I’m better and doctors let me out of the hospital as well. The wind of death touched me.
I would like to finalize my songs with English lyrics, as English is the mother tongue of rock music.
I would like to ask for help on where to find non-professional lyricist that like me as a composer.
Thank you for reading my bio
Janos