Tawnee Reed

I feel the need to apologize I always feel the need to apologize I don't know what for I don't know why But I know there will be hell to pay If I don't at least try I feel like I'm always apologizing these days Like there is always a price to pay For anything I say I can't say anything right I can't do anything right Anything I do is going to start a fight You say I'm always starting it But I didn't remember starting shit I feel like you are always mad at me Telling me how I need to be To please you To not cause a fight But even when I do that You still tell me that I'm not right And still we fight Did somebody leave the gas on Is that why I always feel half mad Is it carbon monoxide poisoning That is convincing you to convince me That everything I do is bad Is that why I'm so easily convinced Is that why I'm always sad I feel like I'm always apologizing I feel like you owe me one too But the closest you'll be To ever telling me That you're sorry Is you telling me That you're sorry I feel that way Do you even want me to stay Then why are you always pushing me away Why are you allowed to say what you please While I have to swallow my words In order to convince you to stay Why do I even want you to stay You used to build me up Now you only cut me down And I don't know what to do Because my entire world Has become about pleasing you I don't know who I am without you anymore I don't know how to feel I don't even know what I'm staying for Did you ever even build me up Were those just pretty words To get me to not step out that door If so then why can't you say any of Those pretty words anymore Is it because you're not afraid If me leaving anymore I don't know what to do I don't know what to say I don't know how to go But I know I shouldn't stay I feel like the only thing we have in common anymore It's that we are both sorry I feel this way