Michael

I can't feel what you want me to feel I can only be And what is forever Forever is only this darkness and me So it seems, but we will end And in the abyss, be haunted again I am a broken man on my knees At the feet of my abuser Looking in a fucking mirror Disbelieving, I am a loser You ask me why I can't smile With a life full of love And I wonder how I can be this wretched If there is a God above And decide I can't, that's a fact And there's the rub I am a broken man on my knees At the feet of my abuser Looking in a fucking mirror Disbelieving, I am a loser I look back on my life, Wasted and full of gore Wondering what happened Wishing I couldn't care anymore I am a broken man, bleeding At the feet of my abuser Knowing we can't ever change Born wrong, I am a loser