Muhammad Dzaky Alfajr Dirantona

[Intro] I, I can see it now I, I can see it now [Verse 1] Those flowers, those gifts, those promises, they weren’t real at all Oh you won’t get those moments back, baby no, without the bad Sadly it's a two-in-one deal, wrapped tight in paranoia Wipe the blood clean, they're your favorite jeans, a nice pair of sequoia [Pre-Chorus 1] I kneel over, I let it out behind closed doors Maybe one day I'll be strong enough, To tell my stories without the nervous laughs, but that day isn't today [Chorus] Oh if they ever asked me how you were, baby don't worry 'Cause it's all good and well, I don't have the time to heal, so I'll convince myself, that it's all good and- [Verse 2] Well, you'll be remembered, albeit at your worst Said you work hard all day just to deserve this shit of a cook Well, I got all the tapes, just scattered in the lakes, it'll take me a lifetime If you don't help me fill in, the lines you colored grey, just here losing my mind [Pre-Chorus 2] My journals are full of thoughts too silly, to process, to therapize, to mend I'm told to rewrite what's necessary, well how do you expect, me to do that when I can't even recall beginning, middle, and end? [Chorus] Oh if they ever asked me how you were, baby don't worry 'Cause it's all good and well, I don't have the time to heal, so I'll convince myself, that it's all good and- [Bridge] Well not this time, that girl's my lifeline, we're not going down (All these times she wasn’t really fine) Not without a fight, 'till she's proven right, 'till he's behind bars (All these times she didn't know how to fight) [Outro] She couldn't see it but she knew, nights start great but she wakes up blue All of this just because, just because, she craves what feels like home She couldn't see it but she knew, a lump of coal doesn't accrue All of this just because, just because, she craves what feels like home Home.... home.... home But it's all good and well