Lyrics by The Pain

I wonder how many goodbyes you’re gonna say,
Running into escape.
I wish you knew
That we’re just two dreamers
Preparing for the fall.
All I ever ask:
Will you trust me once?


The tides of fate were made to break
What we built and what we left.
My tears are a single glance away.
What’s left of my shame?

Maybe one day we’ll meet again,
And I’ll tell you that I still love.
I’m such a creep,

I’ll wait for you till dusk turns bright.
Maybe my ashes will grow old,
Sitting on the path,
Lonely.

The moon was cold, but the skies were clear.
It’s nothing new for me, so once again I’ll sear,
Cremated in the fragrance of memories —
Your memories.

All I hold dear are your memories.

Someday soon
I’ll be dust again,
Wash the room
In these empty swings.
A flower will bloom,
And you’ll be loved again
By someone new.
You deserved to be
Happy.
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Hey listen, you’ve always been my favourite
Make me feel the spark again
Somewhere deep in my heart I felt
Not chasing but wondering if that’s how I should’ve played it


Indecencies never on my mind, I never strayed it
Dancing in your rhythms, the lighting of truth was struck
Why couldn’t I fucking claim it?


I hope you look in my eyes, feel the power in you
When you feel unmotivated
Like an evergreen tree, I’ll never disappear,
These sounds feel so sedated


Whose heart is that you should follow
Know that I won’t debate it
A million of people never got their first love
But someday they gonna obtain it


But you’re the kind of dreaming I could never replicate
Even when I’m on my demons
I’m childish with the truthfulness,
Easier to stay ignorant, harder to gain it


I am trying my best, to promise you a bet
Do you want me to explain it ?
Pardon my venting, this is no complaining

Your smile glistened through me

For years, I’ve stayed on my own,
Finding hard these words to convey it


The older friends, left a blueprint
But I don’t want it to influence my ways
I want to stay a chasing dog, chasing cars,
Though the worlds we envision are thousand miles apart
I promise you to meet you there


From innocence that we might miss, to emotions giving us blitz
My mom always said, son put on a smile,
But how can I when I’m feeling vacant
In these illusions that I created
I don’t want to be someone who’s overgrown
Finding out that all his love has gone
These rhythms stay sublime
In a whole lot of whiskey, zero wine
These promises are my final accommodations


The more it breaks me, the more I ask the Lord for patience
Come around and smile whenever I see where your face is
You’re the greatest hit, whenever I put you on my playlist
I fear If i’m gonna stain it


I’m might be selfish trying to ignite a flame
Trying to fall in love again
I was made to rust in this rain
Loan some thrills
Like this dust on the porch
I’ll be blown in my shame

Do I still want to be someone I wanna be again ?
I write down my thoughts, for no one to ever see again

I understand it’s not them, it’s really me that’s changed
I know it’s not them, It’s probably me that’s strange

I never knew when to love and when to stop
I flew my kite in the clouds
Never knew what it meant when it gave me shock

I hope you stay blessed, If you ever found yourself to be in my spot
I hope you get what you look up to, I wish you never had to drop

I probably never knew when to love and when to stop
I pray up in these mountains to help you find zen at last

I hope you stay blessed, hope you find someone you love a lot
I wish you get what you’ve been wishing, hope you never have to drop

©Pain
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