Lyrics by Larry Wahl

(Verse One)

Every day is a fight to get back to my children.
A heartless cold snake might take the baby’s vision
Fangs full of venom in the grass in your ears listen.
God all I could ask for is for you to give me a break
don’t bring me tears, or take this as fake
I have a transmission in my head don’t miss it or miss my admission
Full of rage with every word in every statement.
From the pain of an addict my mind has been vacant
Sorry for the times that
(Hook)

it’s on you to take this tune to the heart.
Complacent sitting adjacent from myself in the dark
Eyes foreshadowed like I can see into the future
Wishing for more out of life than when I can get high sooner.

(Verse Two)

That’s when my mind starts pacing
racing tracing back the memories.
Facing these Demons for reasons fighting my own energies.
Hard to think how quickly we fell in love, and just as fast became enemy’s.
(Hook)

it’s on you to take this tune to the heart.
Complacent sitting adjacent from myself in the mirror
Eyes foreshadowed like I can see in the dark.
Wishing for fortunes visions couldn’t be clearer.

(Verse Three)
When my kids are involved
The problems always revolved
Like these things go unsolved
Like daddy’s not there.
Some things in life aren’t fair.
The amount of kids growing up without a father there.
Treat me like a doctor, or therapist.
Whenever you came off to me as being provocative.
Act like a pessimist, but I try to see the positive.
Get mad when I have a headache, and you come off to me as talkative.

rap today
fucking rap today
this crap today
shits crap today
fuck rap today
you say fuck rap today?
yeah fuck rap today?


why the fucking hell is it,
that all these new rappers sound like there all sucking dick.
it’s wrong!
with the auto tune in there songs,
cuz they don’t have any idea what a fucking tone even was.
where has the music gone.
no story of what’s right to wrong
they speak like they don’t know how to fight with all the guns.
let’s just mumble every fucking word,
and what people can understand it’s about stupidity.
apparently everyone’s fuckin my bitch, everyone’s spraying a bitch,
and everyone’s slugging a bitch
rhyming bitch with bitch.
what the fuck happened to this shit?
I wanna pull the game out of the ditch quick.
I can’t handle what these fools are doing around here
*siri’s voice*insert (frown here) ☹️
everyone’s proud they’re getting high everyone’s proud that they’re about to die. why why why? I’m sick of this shit they can all die die die. imma pull out my shovel, and start digging
cuz this white boy from CO
gonna have people wigging. t
hey can look at my words, and understand them “trippy”
I swear man I’m keeping it crispy
looking like a hippie playing some frisbee
i won’t belittle a woman looking all pretty.
regardless fuck some of these rappers I show them no pity.
get off of the mic, and back to your own city.

I try ,
I’ll always try
just to say i tried
it’s not a fucking lie.
everyday I try everything in my power to be a better person every hour every minute every second.
the clock on the wall seems to be messing
because the amount of pain I put into this dream I keep on second guessing.
with every word every rhyme why am I stressing?
I want to be the best, better than the rest, but the color of my skin everyones addressing
will no one like my music since I’m white?
acting like I wouldn’t know that kind of life.
maybe they’re right.
you’ve gotta be able to make a fist before you can even fight.
well this dogs got a lotta bite
it’s always darkest before you get some light
from the places that I’ve been I might as well have no sight
I’ve got some things on my mind, that I wanna write.
get some shit off my chest before it gets all quite