Lyrics by Cassi Dillon

Waiting around for someone to care for
Seems like a joke to me
There’s no knight in shining armor
Who can make me believe

You can treat me better than I do
But I Don’t care for company
I’ve always got my own back to turn to
I’m done being naive

Why would I take your hand
Just to be blind
I don’t know your plan
Or what’s on the other side

Save your breath I
Don’t believe you
My Intuition
Always sees through
I can’t let you in
I won’t let you in

Way up high in Sausalito
Life is fine so
I don’t need you
I can’t let you in
I won’t let you in

No matter what I do the memories
seem to stick around
Of lovers who turned into enemies
And how they’ve let me down

I know if I keep at this at rate
Then I’ll be all alone
I would rather sit and wait
Than raise another child who’s grown

How could you understand
What I’ve been through
You don’t know who I am
And I don’t want you to

Save your breath I
Don’t believe you
My Intuition
Always sees through
I can’t let you in
I won’t let you in

Way up high in Sausalito
Life is fine so
I don’t need you
I can’t let you in
I won’t let you in

Running from the setting sun because you aren’t around
When the night comes I can’t escape feeling like you won’t be found
Then daylight’s here
everyday I fear
That You’ll forget my face
One day you’re gone
Said you won’t be long
Left without leaving a trace

Where am I supposed to go now
No matter how hard I try
I believe you want to come back somehow
I know you can’t deny

Having me right by your side
Was the best time of your life
But I’m always looking for you
Even though you’re out of sight

I could spend eternity trying to find what went wrong
We’re you in it too or we’re you just stringing me along
The hard part is
Even though I wish
Everyday that you’ll come back
You never show
I see your shadow
But It doesn’t change the fact

I don’t know where I’m supposed to go now
No matter how hard I try
I believe you want to come back somehow
I know you can’t deny

Having me right by your side
Was the best time of your life
But I’m always looking for you
Even though you’re out of sight

If you came back I’d be there
It would be like you never left
And It’s not fair

You get to just forget me
I can’t comprehend how
You made it look so easy
When I can’t go without

Having you right by my side
Making everything alright
Now I’m always looking for you
Even though you’re out of sight

we’ve been standing with only gravity holding us down
there’s nothing keeping us from hitting the ground
clinging on to the love we had before it all went wrong
try to put the pieces back together but i’m not that strong

i don’t see any changes coming from us
undo the hurt that comes with love and loss

the world caved around me
no place for shelter no place for hope
the sky fell above me
the stars i wished for you crashed to the ground
i can’t live without you
no time can heal this wound
try to tell myself i’ll make it through
but no one loves like you

never thought that this would be our ending
i believed our love was still beginning
now there’s nothing left at all

everything moves in slow motion without you
the day it all fell apart i lost myself too

the world caved around me
no place for shelter no place for hope
the sky fell above me
the stars i wished for you crashed to the ground
i can’t live without you
no time can heal this wound
try to tell myself i’ll make it through
but no one loves like you

thunder and lightning lit up the sky
i hate for us to call it quits and say goodbye

the world caved around me
no place for shelter no place for hope
the sky fell above me
the stars i wished for you crashed to the ground
i can’t live without you
no time can heal this wound
try to tell myself i’ll make it through
but no one loves like you

i look in the mirror but i’m lost in the reflection
i gave into deception
never wanna be seen again

i hide these thoughts behind ideas that i’ll get better
i can’t keep myself together
guess i’ll smile through the pain

it gets harder each day
trapped in my mind
i can’t get away

i need something to change
and ease the pain

please take these
broken beliefs
from me
i want to see the way i am
why was my mind
taken from me
i want to go back to the day
when i couldn’t be defined
by what they said to me
all those years ago
i just want to believe
that what i see
is worthy

stuck in the concept that yesterday can’t be forgiven
can’t look too far within
or i’ll go back to the start/beginning

it’s the same old story looking for some hope to keep me moving
if life’s a game i’ve been losing
can i start over again

wish i could move on
from my past
feel happiness but it never lasts

wanna feel good
in this life i’m living in

please take these
broken beliefs
from me
i want to see the way i am
why was my mind
taken from me
i want to go back to the day
when i couldn’t be defined
by what they said to me
all those years ago
i just want to believe
that what i see
is worthy

why can’t i find
that piece of me
i know exists
why can’t i see
i’m perfectly fine
if i give it some time
maybe i’ll believe it

please take these
broken beliefs
from me
i want to see the way i am
why was my mind
taken from me
i want to go back to the day
when i couldn’t be defined
by what they said to me
all those years ago
i just want to believe
that what i see
is worthy

i wonder when i will leave
and be set free
from my broken beliefs

even after all these years
after drowning in my tears
i still think of you sometimes
cant get you off my mind but

i know your gone for good
you moved on just like you should
always going back and forth
making me second guess my worth

loving you was like the color blue
rough like the ocean but calm like the night
dark like the but light like your eyes
deep like a sapphire blue like goodbye

my heart still drops when i hear your name
loving anyone else will never be the same
even though it’s been so long
i still don’t know how it all went wrong

maybe it was the wrong time wrong place
don’t know what i would do if i saw your face
the things you said will always haunt me
like a ghost alone and lonely

loving you was like the color blue
rough like the ocean but calm like the sky
dark like navy but light like your eyes
deep like a sapphire but blue like goodbye